Side chick

This is still seriously a work in progress, but it’s a demon i’ve been really battling with. Twenty-five days sober now, thanks to this lakers/kings game i went to.   I think I’m always the side chick.  I can’t tell if I fear commitment, or if people fear committing to me.  Maybe I don’t want […]

Toxic echoes

There are few words to summarise the rage, sadness and disappointment I’ve been feeling over the last few days. Lately I’ve had some more level weeks; less self-harm, fewer urges to drink, I’ve even made tentative plans for the future. An email exchange with my mum sent me spinning off course before the weekend. After […]