things have gotten bad again:

my depression is at all time high lately…making me at an all time low. does that make sense? i’ve been getting high every night just to not have to deal with anything. everything has gone wrong in the last month or so. i’m failing my current class of organic chemistry, i’m working a lot, && […]

https://kitten1337.wordpress.com/2016/03/18/things-have-gotten-bad-again/

Week 0 Day 4

At the very end of every OD everything stops. All the thoughts buzzing through your head are suddenly quite. All of your self abuse dissipates. No person or drug has control over your life any more. Everything stops. Your heart no longer beats. Your lungs no longer oxygenate your blood. The brain starves, and then […]

https://nurseaddict.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/week-0-day-4/