When I was 18, and knew everything, I sometimes followed a path I knew was a dead end, but I did it anyway. I justified the choice by reasoning I was smart enough to change it when the time comes, and I’ll know when the time is right. What I didn’t realize is how I […]
http://weirdguywiththedog.com/2016/03/09/the-paths-we-choose/
In a day of the life of let downs after letdowns. The one moment that actually goes your way for once is like winning the lottery! Not only do I have to live everyday of my life in tremendous amounts of pain, but I also have some of the WORST luck! And I’m not talking […]
https://joshschultz1.wordpress.com/2016/03/02/life-its-a-mother-well-you-get-it-2/
I’m in the worst part of PTSD…the months that lead up to the anniversary of the rape. The last few weeks have been tremendously difficult and I am still 6 weeks out from the actual date. PTSD, anxiety, depression and an eating disorder all change the lenses I am seeing everything through. It’s thinking I’ve […]
https://standingonmyowntwofeet.wordpress.com/2016/03/02/lenses/
I wouldn’t normally post something to do with this as its very personal. But this is something I have to deal with. I was diagnosed with Dysthymia last year. This wasn’t something I was prepared for; maybe I should have been as I had been to enough doctors and had enough counselling to work out […]
https://raragoesroarmodel.wordpress.com/2016/02/16/mental-health-more-than-a-diagnosis/
I lay here in the dark pondering all the things in life that matter. My head has been pounding lately every morning that I wake up for the past 3 mornings at least. I wonder if it’s stress and being run down emotionally and a little bit physically? I had been using a friend’s car […]
https://sylverskies.wordpress.com/2016/02/09/pondering-in-the-dark/
Things are not going quite well for me these days. Dare I say, even horrible. I’ve always been one to look on the bright side of things, but I’m falling victim to my own mind and thoughts again, slowly commencing a dark descent I was hoping to avoid. I lost a dear friend, my precious […]
https://thesilverboyblog.wordpress.com/2016/02/08/dont-worry-im-fine/
When it first got sober I was told, by the staff facilitating my recovery program, that I would quickly replace the activity of and the pleasure I received from drinking and drugging with something else. They went on to say that sometimes people replace one addiction with another. Sometimes people replace one unhealthy activity with […]
https://acatharticrelease.wordpress.com/2016/02/05/in-the-name-of-healing-cheesburgers/
They took my innocence at such a young age that I dreamed of climbing an apple tree and live like the squirrels. They took my safety at such a young age that I wanted to live alone by a lake surrounded by cliffs so no one could find me, ever! They took my choice to […]
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