I was born with addicts running reckless in my family Addiction meandered up and down my veins Planning the perfect time to strike Hitting me like I’d imagine an 18-wheeler would It’s said that if you live by the sword, you die by the sword Tell that to my cousins In and out of jails, […]
https://ainslianity.wordpress.com/2016/03/16/genetics-of-addiction/
A volcano will erupt, what goes up must come down, the truth will set you free? It better…. Thursday at 4pm I received a phone call. R had attempted suicide. He took a knife, slit his wrist and then took a pair of scissors and cut his main artery in half. He very nearly died […]
https://lovelossregrowth.wordpress.com/2016/03/10/and-the-truth-is-revealed/
When I was a child, like many other children, I learned that drugs are wrong. They are not something to be played with. They ruin lives. That notion has stuck with me, unwavering, in my 25 years of life. I know that belief is embedded in my mind. My problem lies within the fact that […]
https://allmysecrets2016.wordpress.com/2016/03/11/an-open-letter-to-my-drug-addicted-mother/
Even when they don’t work, I can feel the crash from the stimulants. Heavy, dried out eyes, slow thoughts, exhaustion and a bit of a headache, but the closest thing to falling asleep I get to is spacing out and going blank for 10-20 minutes straight.
https://antisocialpersonalities.wordpress.com/2016/03/06/tales-of-an-addict/
There are many obscure and terrible side-effects of heroin use. If you’ve read my ‘Being dope rich’ post, you will understand the necessity of a junkie maintaining a small overhead beyond the cash spent on drugs. So one of the strange, yet helpful, side effects of being a junkie is the change in diet and […]
https://thewcj.wordpress.com/2016/01/22/eat-your-heart-out-jenny-craig-i-lost-50-lbs-eating-candy/
I try to keep this blog lighthearted, I realize the grossness in such. And I’m not trying to applaud or recommend this lifestyle, really kids: DO NOT TRY THIS AT HOME. I simply would like to focus on the lighter side of being a dope addict, because I have to. Really, it overtakes your life, […]
One thing I’ve always struggled with accepting was labeling Substance abuse as a disease. I live with a user and although I’ve never seen it as a choice, I’ve never fully understood its classification. My professor tonight related the neurological process of addiction to the evolutionary and neurological process of eating. Yes, eating. In […]
https://mentaltruths.wordpress.com/2016/01/26/project-homeostasis-find-and-maintain/
Something I haven’t mentioned thus far, is that my boyfriend has been unemployed for a while. His pay accounted for about 2/3rds of our income. So, now that all the squirrel funds are drained, it’s very tough to keep everything paid for and very scary to not have some emergency cash if something goes wrong. […]
https://thewcj.wordpress.com/2016/01/28/some-days-are-just-plain-shitty/
I genuinely have a good heart. Only a few people in this world know that to be true for sure. Like my mother, and the first girl I ever felt true feelings for (my first girlfriend), and my best friend of course because I have spilled every secret and the entirety of my guts to […]
https://highxvi.wordpress.com/2016/01/31/well-whatever-nevermind/
Published: Staten Island Advance by Nicholas Woodman Images: Added by Drem from GoogleImages Both Duane Reade and Walgreens began dispensing naloxone without a prescription in the 300 New York City locations beginning Monday — including 17 locations on Staten Island. Naloxone was already available at most of Staten Island’s CVS and Rite Aid locations. Naloxone is a […]
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