My Decision….
This is where I have started….to live or not to live
https://iwant2liveblog.wordpress.com/2016/03/22/my-decision/
Depression
Fighting for Sanity
Photo taken by contributor Jaeda DeWalt, a conceptual self-portrait artist in her forties from Seattle, Washington. Jaeda’s battles with mental illness hearken back to her earliest memories, at age 4, when she became obsessed with the number four and performed exhaustive rituals in patterns of four. She struggled with her mental health throughout her childhood and teen years until her late twenties when […]
http://brokenlightcollective.com/2016/03/21/fighting-for-sanity/
The Long Road to Recovery
I felt it was about time for an update. A lot has happened, a lot stays the same. I still have depression and anxiety, but things have improved here and there. I do not spend every day in bed, every day is not a struggle. I actually have times where I feel hopeful, I have […]
https://geekinheritstheearth.wordpress.com/2016/03/22/the-long-road-to-recovery/
Justifying Crazy: What I Haven’t Told Anyone About My Mental Illnesses
*This article may contain triggering content. Readers view at their own discretion. It was at age fourteen, as we left the doctor’s office with a spare K10 test, a diagnosis of three mental illnesses, a referral to a psychologist and a prescription for Fluoxetine, that my parents said “it’s probably best to keep quiet about […]
Anxiety speaks
Song of the day: “Hey Alice” – Rachel Rose Mitchell I’m feeling restless, and it won’t go away. I’m trying to find something to do to ease the anxiety. Colour in a colouring book? No. Knitting? No. People who can actually ease their anxiety through such activities can’t have very severe anxiety. I’ll probably get […]
https://21centurydreamer.wordpress.com/2016/03/18/anxiety-speaks-2/
Battles
So today I’ve been melancholy and fragile, wandering about like a shadow and trying really hard not to think too deeply about anything lest I break into tears. And the worst part is that I am at work. I was sitting in my office thinking about how joyless my state of being is and I […]
Suicide. My journey to the end.
Life for me in my early twenties was like being inside a tumble dryer. I can’t describe it any better than that. It would always feel as if I had worked through one set of life problems only to have it all thrown back on top of me in an endless dry cycle. You’ve heard […]
https://epicjournalofmylife.wordpress.com/2016/03/18/suicide-my-journey-to-the-end/
things have gotten bad again:
my depression is at all time high lately…making me at an all time low. does that make sense? i’ve been getting high every night just to not have to deal with anything. everything has gone wrong in the last month or so. i’m failing my current class of organic chemistry, i’m working a lot, && […]
https://kitten1337.wordpress.com/2016/03/18/things-have-gotten-bad-again/
I Want to Spend My Friday Night Watching Netflix.
I’m an introvert and pretty shy. I will avoid hanging out with friends in public because I’d much rather be chilling at home. It’s not that I’m super socially awkward, I really just get tired when I have to socialize too much. It’s exhausting. Pretty much all my life I have liked to spend my […]
http://amillennialsinsights.com/2016/03/18/i-want-to-spend-my-friday-night-watching-netflix/
Up early
I’m still up. 1:45AM. It’s a classic sleepless night before an early morning. My thought patterns are awful and I just want to sleep. Everything is loud in my head. I need to stop thinking. The noisy ac unit. The tireless helicopter looking for more poor people to fine and imprison. The bones of a ceiling […]
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