What’s really been going on with the darker posts as of late?
What is Agoraphobia? Agoraphobia is an anxiety disorder which is characterised by the fear of having an anxiety attack in a setting from which you cannot escape. The literal translation from the Greek words it is derived from means “fear of the marketplace”. A person who is diagnosed with agoraphobia will avoid settings in which […]
just one of those ready-to-scream moments when there’s nothing left inside but frustration and anger except you’re stuck inside there the open door may as well be barred and force-field guarded because it’s not the fresh air that keeps you in it’s those others inside with you those who whisper sweet pleas as they swallow […]
I’m exhausted. I haven’t really done anything but I’m exhausted. Merely existing wears me out. I’m done, empty, finished. Nothing left to give. The well has run dry. I have been sick for so long now I don’t even remember what it feels like to feel well. To even just feel ok. Every day. From […]
Cars make noises as they drive by outside I want to be inside where it is safe Sirens are loud and invade my nervous system I want to be inside where it is safe People passing by the house making noises that remind me I do not want to go out there I want to […]
Back in 1996, I was involved in an unhealthy relationship. Each day, I was beaten, berated, raped. When I contacted the police (on many occasions), I would be told that what he was doing to me was legal. From his behaviour, I am guessing that he knew it, too. Each time I would threaten to […]
Watching the movie 10 Things I Hate About You and reminiscing about my youth. I remember loving this movie when it first came out and wanting every outfit Julia Styles wore (haha). Life was so much more simple back then. Anxiety came and went. Panic attacks weren’t as crippling. I was more resilient. Now there […]
When you judge people, you look down on them because what they’re doing is not a good thing in your eyes. You then think less of that person for their actions. You may laugh at them at their own expense. And, while not everyone judges actions the same or judges the same actions, you learn to […]