Day: March 19, 2016
Anxiety speaks
Song of the day: “Hey Alice” – Rachel Rose Mitchell I’m feeling restless, and it won’t go away. I’m trying to find something to do to ease the anxiety. Colour in a colouring book? No. Knitting? No. People who can actually ease their anxiety through such activities can’t have very severe anxiety. I’ll probably get […]
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Battles
So today I’ve been melancholy and fragile, wandering about like a shadow and trying really hard not to think too deeply about anything lest I break into tears. And the worst part is that I am at work. I was sitting in my office thinking about how joyless my state of being is and I […]
Suicide. My journey to the end.
Life for me in my early twenties was like being inside a tumble dryer. I can’t describe it any better than that. It would always feel as if I had worked through one set of life problems only to have it all thrown back on top of me in an endless dry cycle. You’ve heard […]
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I suffer from social anxiety disorder. I am not just shy.
The assumption I am just insecure or shy, lacking in self confidence or belief, however you want to jump to a conclusion about me – is wrong. It is damaging. Harmful. It is making it increasingly harder to be taken seriously when seeking help or supportive measures to cope with management of my social anxiety […]
things have gotten bad again:
my depression is at all time high lately…making me at an all time low. does that make sense? i’ve been getting high every night just to not have to deal with anything. everything has gone wrong in the last month or so. i’m failing my current class of organic chemistry, i’m working a lot, && […]
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I Want to Spend My Friday Night Watching Netflix.
I’m an introvert and pretty shy. I will avoid hanging out with friends in public because I’d much rather be chilling at home. It’s not that I’m super socially awkward, I really just get tired when I have to socialize too much. It’s exhausting. Pretty much all my life I have liked to spend my […]
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