I’m starting to learn about having Bipolar. I’m starting to recognize the episodes I’ve had throughout my life that have occurred since I was a teen. I am learning and finally understanding what mania is and how to identify it in myself. I have been blindsided and taken out by bipolar depression, many times in […]
https://mamadelocos.wordpress.com/2016/01/17/worth-it-or-not/
I met with my psychiatrist, aka my drug dealer, today. I don’t mean to make light of mental illness — most of us who have mental illness(es) need medication, so it’s not that I am dissing prescription drugs. But I have been cynical and angry in the past about having to take medication. That is starting […]
Back in 1996, I was involved in an unhealthy relationship. Each day, I was beaten, berated, raped. When I contacted the police (on many occasions), I would be told that what he was doing to me was legal. From his behaviour, I am guessing that he knew it, too. Each time I would threaten to […]
https://rosiemalezer.wordpress.com/2016/01/15/agoraphobia-or-ptsd/
When there is beauty in the blood Fear of the unknown Fear of the known The never ending battle of good and evil Right and wrong. This God given dream This passion This hope Shattered like a broken mirror Creating pain that never ceases. My soul in prayer Left alone with no answer No vision […]
https://lifeoffthetopofmyhead.wordpress.com/2015/11/25/hopeless/
To those who suffer from depression and self harm: I find I can push my emotions off for a good amount of time and channel the numbness. I’m a bit too good at it, even dissociating. I have the most difficult time with emotions after my therapy sessions, I have a hard enough time going […]
https://lifeoffthetopofmyhead.wordpress.com/2015/12/11/raw-emotions-and-questions/
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